I'm back with my cutie bloggie. Yea. Its my birthday month. I had decided to back hometown the week before my birthday. Since there was something happened between him and me, I did think twice whether to get back home or not. There was none of my family will celebrate or even blow me a cake. So there is no different whether I'm going back or not. Not important at all. Lastly, I did enjoyed with my friend at Neway and beer at Taylor lakeside. :) Same goes to him, he spent his working day and walk along with me. Hmm. As what I wished, everything just peace. :) Back to Kampar, my classmates and a group of friends gave me a surprise even I guessed so. Haaa! Errm. But quiet disappointed that some of them was just rushing back home and some of them started to plan another friend of mine's birthday. Hmm. Its okay. They made my day too! Love guys.

Started to fed-up with my class which made me feel like freaking uncomfortable, the people's mind who can't control by anyone. I knew that we can't change other peoples mind which we think that's bad for us. But eventually, we shouldn't hoping for anyone to change for us, but is to accept what they be. I REALLY hate people who try to make a hating face which I hate to see in sudden. I don't know whats going on. Then when I just act see nothing and do nothing, everything back to me which I'm the one who make them unhappy. What can I do? Anyone lead me please? I don't know whats wrong with me. I did the assignment or any grouping jobs most, I don't hope for any good replies, I just trying to help. I did say, "YES" in any invitation even sometimes I really not willing to. But lastly, NONE of them will appreciate. I'm just rubbish, a friend which none of them care, a friend which might be forgotten by them and a friend who is BOSSY. Slowly, the feel of friends here makes me feel like, I should live alone and leave silently. I told none of them, it will affect the relationship we are having right now. I do promise, none of you guys I do not care. What if I care, do you guys remember? End up, everything the worst back to me. Nothing to speak anymore, since today was the last schooling day, except for the final test, we have to wait for 2012 and we will be back.

Good luck guys! You can make it!!

Silent sometimes clears my mind, music sometimes calm me down. I can make it without dropping my tears. I'm stronger than anyone thinks of me. :)

I promise to speak as least as I can until the day I've been ignored. I do not need any sympathy from anyone since I will live alone stronger. Good night :)

Sorry Cat, once again hope you enjoy your birthday surprise. Happy 20th Birthday! Wishes come true!! *Blink blink blink! ;D

-IceCream-

Tomorrow will be a better day.....All the best!

*Needsabiggershouldertoletmeleanevenonesecond,andimissyou.