I'm PeiLi

I'm so sorry. There's no special post now.
Because I'm super HOT!
I hate this family sometimes.
Can't be deny, my family got a lot of problems.
And I'm always the middle one.
Everyday 70% got nag by my mum is about my siblings!
They don't know anything. They just thought that I'm the mado!
I'M NOT!
Ask themselves. What they did when they're back to KLANG?
Brotha, everyday on the net. Did NOTHING. Only makes everything from good to bad!!
Sista, went clubbing every trip!! Until late night and my mum keep on ask me where is your sista and bla bla blahh..
When I'm still in the house, I'm helping my mum everyday. For sure, sometimes I'll take a breath and get permission from mum to out with friends.

Then when I'm in college, after I'm back, three of us HERE!
But none of them helping! I'm even begging my brotha to help my mum!
Is it funny?? BEG!! It shouldn't be like that! We should share!
I'm so sorry mum, I know you're working very hard for us.
I don't know what can I do beside 'SHUT UP'.

When I reached Kampar, I forgot to bring my books and my documents.
I'm so sad, I'm so sorry that I'm that careless. I don't know what my mind was thinking recently.
Forget this and that. Then my mum was like mad and keep scolding me.
Can let me apologies with everything I did? I'm really sorry.
Please don't non-stopping nag and scold at me? PLEASE!

Before that day I'm going to Kampar, I went breakfast with my B.
Then before I'm going out, my house phone rang.
I picked up the call but I talked for 2seconds the line was cut.
Then I answered for several times still the same.
I found out the problem after I look at my housephone, LOW BATTERY.
Because of the wireless housephone, so it takes time to charge.
Then I just ignored the call since I can't answer any calls.
I went out in the afternoon. After I'm back my mum scolded me loudly.
She said, Why you cut Nic's call this morning and ignored it?
Then she just keep on scolding me without asking me what's happening actually.
I shout and said, Who said I never answer? Who said I ignored her call????
I'm not that kind of stupid person ok!
The phone was in low battery situation this morning. How am I going to answer?
Then I was super angry and message Nic.
'WTF! What's happening? Tell me anything if you feel that I'm WRONG. Don't complaint behind me with my mum. COME OUT if you really wanna talk to me.'

My mum knew that I'm gonna message her and she said that, 'I don't know what you all thinking, won't let me live peacefully.'
Then I was just silent and don't wanna argue anymore, because Mother's day coming and since I'm going to leave.

I post something on my wall in facebook, 'Don't make me mad! You'll get into trouble!!! Please make things clearly before blaming the others.'

The next day was my day to leave from Klang.
I woke up early in the morning and planned to cook Longevity noodles and give present to mama.
Once I'm awake. I came to my old house.
My mum scolded me AGAIN, 'Why you scold people as BITCH? I don't know how I teach my own daughter, unexpected my daughter scolding the others with BITCH?? Some more post in the facebook????'
But my mum sounds like very disappointed.
Then I was crying all the way I cooked. Because I was very very very sure that I'm not!!!!!!

I was feeling very hard that time, then I tell myself, I no need any explanation to anyone even for me. Because I'm very sure that I did nothing wrongly.
I'm very sure that I won't treat her as part of my family until I'm DEAD.
I won't forget what she did to me!!

I'm feeling better right now. And so sorry that I expressed my bad mood over here.
There's no more supporter to make me stand up anymore!
Lots of strikes shot me at once. I can't take it!

I need to take a deep breath!!!
Suspecting that I'm having heart attack.
Because I can feel that sometimes very hard to breath.
Hope I'm fine.. x(

Okay. Stop right here. So sorry...
Hope I can post something good in the next.

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